May 17, 2011

• Absent Minded

  Forgive me for being so out of it on Xanga lately.  I have just needed some time to myself for a while. I decided to devote more time to Destiny Online for a while, killing monsters, and talking with friends can be very relaxing.  I have thought about Xanga every day, even though I haven't written anything for almost two weeks. I try to stop when I start feeling like it's a little forced, I was starting to feel that way and decided I needed to slow down a bit for a while. It's been a pretty uneventful month so far anyway, besides Darik and Dylan going off to work for the summer, Kayla getting baptized, me getting sick for the first time in forever, and having to deal with a few other things.

  I had my first doctor's appointment in probably 3 years. it was just a general checkup. I have a new doctor now so we just got t know each other a little and he just did a normal check up. I told him about some problems I am having with my wrist, and some weird stuff i hear in my ears sometimes, turns out that is normal, but my wrist is going to be checked out in a few days, they are also going to do my basic bloodwork. I have to get my blood drawn sometime this week. It was pretty nice meeting my doctor, we just talked for a while. I can't wait to meet the other doctors there, they seem pretty good. I am going to another doctor for my wrist exam. I will make sure to update you on that when it happens.

  Anyway, so the past few weeks i've been really active on Destiny Online, I even started buying gold and training a lot more and participating in the events more. I think I am starting to wind down again though, I might become less active in a while, it's starting to wear on me, and I think i'm going to stop buying gold as well. The game itself isn't that great, i just mostly bought gold for it because I have a lot of friends on there and i wanted I catch up to them in level. If you look at my activity patterns on Xanga since I joined you will notice I have a few activity gaps, some of them are quite large, especially in 2009. I can honestly say that most of these were caused by the game. I started being more active on the game and the exact opposite happened on here every time. I feel a little bad about this so I try not to stay away for too long every time I disappear.

  I said a few weeks ago I was coming back to Xanga in full swing, I decided to wait a little longer. I still felt a little pressured at the time, so I decided to just let it be for a bit longer. I never forget about Xanga though.

  Anyway, I have a lot more I want to say but I will save it for tomorrow, I'm really tired ha ha.

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