June 24, 2012
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Nine Poems and a Short Story
If you have trouble getting them to play try a different browser, like chrome, or try pushing the play button more than twice, really fast, or try both methods at the same time. This is usually how I fix the problem of them not playing.
1. I am
I'm a silent firecracker
I'm the stars in the sky
I'm a phoenix that burns
I'm the wind that blows
I'm a majestic tree
I'm the sweet berries
I'm a candle in the dark
I'm the bringer of hope2. You Are
You are like pure gravity
you keep me on the ground
you are like the lightning
shooting through my veins
you are like the waves
crashing against my body
you are like the fire
burning passion of my heart
you are like the stars
always bringing me hope3. Forgotten Gemini
I flew into the starlight
a memory entrances my soul
a thousand year ago I let go
a reflection in the mirror
faded by the silence of the broken
my whispers changed into ash
the daggers pierce the stars
i cover my ears and hear the noise
running from the dragon of green
blinded the Gemini I no longer see
throw myself into the clouds
My memories fade into the desert
once again I lie among the jewels
cradle of the stars bring sleep
I sink into time the hourglass turns4: Trickster
The poison so delicious but deadly
chimes on a clock strike forever
a heart torn two ways two paths
I wish the tide would separate fate
you are my corruption, my doom
come to me as an angel I see you
deceiver, devil that looks so beautiful
stretching out your hand but pull back
forever trickster playing with magic
using your illusions to trick my heart
Oh how i hate you and love you
Enticing music from your fingertips
Enlace my heart in your grip
You shatter the soul of my mirror
I wish for you to slip away and fade
I laugh at how the jewels stare at you
Like fools you let them lure you
The devil's arrow pointing down at you
My eyes like water see through you
Illusionist harpies take your mind
Sirens call and you follow blindly
I wish to follow you no more deceiver
My state be renewed forever forbid
passage twisted withholds the entry
Only angels now may enter here
The sun will forever vanquish thee
You turn your head from the stars
Wisdom is hidden from your eyes
This is where we say our goodbye
Silver wings take me away to the stars
Fade into the shadow of the memory
Nothing but dust you hold for me now5. Fantastic Tale
Lost in this maze of memory
I fall asleep waking up
Call me from the shadows
first breath for the last day
I will find myself I prayA lonely porcelain doll
locked inside the harsh ice
whispers of the fire burn
falling rain sweet caress
let emotions call my windTwice I heard the chimes
forgetful fate I am bound
loudest silence in between
Forest of the lost spirits
I call the archers of the greenTwined around the fallen name
Watch the statues finally move
broken threads of the strain
Tore the canvas of the lost
Eternity's mirror coming forth6. Starya
Among the stars
I lie awake
my wings spread
wind in my hair
on top of the clouds
my heart rests
will never come down
fire burns within me
everlasting goddess
reborn from the ashes
I will live forever
the darkness trembles
at my sight
the silver phoenix
born from the stars
lady of the night7. Quicksand
This quicksand that pulls us under
Our souls all torn asunder
in a broken world we live
trying to endlessly hide
caught within the pull of time
but no one can escape from fate
we dream our dreams pretending its to late
the rain it falls on our faces
sun is an illusion, a mirage
we fail to see the depth
we deny we can even see the truth
all the while being puled under
few of us escape from the illusion
we dream of things higher
never focusing on what is before us
the quicksands of time keep moving
they move forever without us.
until at the end it is to late.8. Your Essence
You are like the sunrise after the night
You are like a candle in the darkness
You are like the stars that light up the night sky
You are like the rainbow after the rainYou are the spring after the winter
You are the laughter after the tears
You are the dream that cures my nightmares
You are the heat when I am coldYou are my wings when I am falling
You are my charm when I am cursed
You are my air when I am drowning
You are my first thought when I'm wakingYou are a diamond that sparkles
You are a prince from a story book
You are a reason why my heart beats loud
You are a silver song that echoes through the walls9. The Hourglass (Time)
This one actually isn’t a poem, but song lyrics. I don’t know if I’ll ever get to actually making music for it though, so I thought it would be fun to just read it like a poem.
Looking through the hour glass
frozen time when he is near
i can see him on his white horse
whispering sweet songs in my ear
the never ending dawn
reflects within my soul
I feel like I could live forever
when you are close to me, when you are nearThe sands of time shift
Watch the Hourglass shatter
As he comes into view
one step at a time
time is but an illusion
a golden mirage
in the shadow of loves powera lovely heart caught under ice
ignited now by loves sweet spark
just the light no more dark
a frozen clock on the wall
the golden sand on the floor
caught within the angelic gaze
watching as her prince steps near
time stops no more fear.
a blazing fire, all she can hearthe sands of time shift
watch the hourglass shatter
as he comes into view
one step at a time
time is but at illusion
a golden mirage
in the shadow of loves powerthe hourglass turns
the hourglass falls
golden sand spilled on the floor
footsteps echoing
her heart beating faster
just watch as time shatters
see as love ignites
there is no greater powerthe sands of time shift
watch the hourglass shatter
as he comes into view
one step at a time
time is just an illusion
a golden mirage
in the shadow of loves power
nothing can stop it
nothing can hold it
time is nothing
in the shadow of loves power
it shines forever10. The Mighty Knights of Castle Hill
The mighty knights of castle hill, had a mission to fulfil. To war we go, for God and grace! We’ll purge this darkness from it’s base! To war they went with a mighty call, determined to fight and never to fall. For light, they fought with courage unending, never breaking never bending. For God and grace! They cried once more, never knowing what was in store. Their swords did clash, their shields did raise, the arrows flew upon earths face. They did not flinch, they did not cry., upon their horses they did fly! The fires did burn, the rain did fall, and evil shrieked with it’s fierce call. Good and evil clashed with great force, perilous, dangerous was this great course! They knew some would die, they knew some would live. They knew what to sacrifice, oh, what they would give. They knew they had to be brave, strong in spirit, this evil would fall, when they did hear it. Upon the next dawn, that great darkness fell, straight down to deep, dark, and perilous hell! Victory! Victory! We won this great fight! darkness has fallen out of our sight! The clouds have parted, the sun did raise, the earth was now freed from her dark, misty haze. Peace fell upon the land, because proud and tall the knights did stand! Thus ends this tale of light and strength, of perils and struggles and fights of great length!
Hope you liked them.
So in the morning I just lied there listening to music for a little bit. I checked Xanga, got out of bed, went upstairs and made myself a chicken and cheese burrito. My nieces were playing in the living room, I don't remember what they were playing but it was something with stuffed animals. I noticed nothing was playing on the TV, so I put "Racing Stripes" on for them. I think that movie is totally hilarious and cute.
I didn't watch most of the movie with them, I was doing other things. I checked Xanga again and replied to some comments, I also noticed that I made it to the front page for the first time today! I did some recordings of my poems for the audio part of my blog entry with the poems today (above). Only Xanga has the audio portions, i couldn't put them on blogger (sorry to those of you who are reading this from blogger). I have been slowly recording them over the past two days. I wanted to take my time.
I listened to music for a while and surfed facebook before I went upstairs. I put on Twilight Zone (the old version), and started watching it. My dad was cleaning the floor and had rolled the smaller TV we keep in the kitchen onto the living room carpet so it wouldn't get in his way. My mom didn't like this because the wheels tend to track this black stuff (the cart that holds the TV). She made my dad move it back into the kitchen, there was n harm done thank goodness. Our carpet is kind of light, so it shows when it is dirty.
I was eating oranges and watching the Twilight Zone until my mom and dad decided to go to the store to get some groceries. I finished the episode and then left with them.
We got to Costco, my mom and dad were there for a few minutes before my mom had to go to work. They just left me at Costco, and that was perfectly fine by me. I went around just looking at stuff, and eating samples until my dad came back. I found him after a while and he had gotten a lot of the groceries. I had to remind him to get eggs and bananas. We also got some dried cherries, and some cheese puffs for fun.
We left the store and went back home. My sister and nieces were going swimming again. Once again I couldn't come because my sister's ex husband brought his mom again. i didn't even think anything of it this time though. I wasn't expecting anything unlike last time. I unpacked the groceries from the car and went back downstairs and finished recording my poems for my blog entry today. I posted them on Xanga a few hour earlier, this portion I decided to wait to type until tonight.
I just watched Phineas and Ferb for a while, put a new photo on this entry, and just hung around the house for a while. I went to the store while after this with my sister. She had to pick up something from the pharmacy, and i had to get some chocolate from the store. i picked up some pretzel M&M's a toffee Symphony Bar, and some Yumberry Pomegranite Sobe Lifewater. My sister got some ice cream, some Oreos, and some other stuff. It was pretty fun, I also decided what Shampoo and Conditioner I am switching to pretty soon. I'm going back to TRESemme.
Anyway I don't think anything else is going to happen today, so I'll just end here. If anything does happen I'll edit like usual.
Comments (8)
i love hearing your voice. i could only get the first one to play :(
i was able to get several to play but with great difficulty. your voice reminds me of late night fm radio dj doing a talk show.
@buddy71 - I have trouble sometimes too. I usually solve the problem by either pushing the play button more than twice, switching browsers, or both. Sometimes if I push the play button really fast, if it isn't working that fixes it. I usually just have to open chrome though.
Glad you liked it.
@Empathic_Heart - i am on chrome. some would work if i clicked the play fast twice.. but i did get to hear a few.
@buddy71 - Did you get the last one to play? That one took so many takes to get it right. I think I had to record it like 20 times before I stopped messing up haha.
@Empathic_Heart - yes i did get #10 to play.
i see you had "dinner" at costco. lol eating your way through while shopping. lol the problem at costco is when too many people stop right in the middle of everything to sample the food. they have no concern for others who need to get by. as much as i like to sample, i wish costco would find another way so that ther isles are not blocked with those food carts.
That was very nice. I love your voice...
I have to come back and try one more time. I am not able to hear your voice.
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