June 19, 2011

• Feelings

  You know sometimes when you think about someone you really love, or something you really like and it just ignites this powerful feeling in you and it sometimes makes you cry? I love that feeling, it feels amazing. It's that feeling you get when you know you are lucky to have that person and they mean everything to you, or that feeling you get when you know something you really want to happen is going to happen. It sends chills up my spine, that is one of my favorite feelings, it sends chills up my spine.

  My mom and dad are leaving for Tabernacle choir tour this week I'm really hoping they come back with interesting stories, I'm going to miss them this week though. My sister is also coming over here this week and my nephew too as well. I'm really excited for them to get here. My sister is going to help me dye my hair again while she is here, I'm so excited.  This week is going to be sort of quiet at first, I just know it but it's bound to pick up and get interesting later.

  Still doing the HCG diet right now, already lost 10 pounds! I still have at least 3 and a half weeks to go on it, sometime near the middle of July it will end. I hope I can lose 10 more pounds by my birthday that would be awesome.I've had to be really careful this past week about what I eat because opportunities to break my diet came a lot, so I had to be that much more careful. My brother left for Indonesia just a few days ago, last Sunday we had burritos before he left, then the next day we had brownies and ice cream with fudge for my sister in law's birthday. We got to babysit my niece that day so my brother could take her out on a date it was fun. On Friday one of the brothers of one of my childhood friend Devin got married. I had cake at that reception and this really great BBQ chicken stuff on rolls it was awesome. I still managed to lose a lot of weight though despite these things. It's really quite amazing.

  Most of this week has been sunny and warm, today was a little depressing, it was rainy, cloudy and cold, not my ideal Sunday. My mom and I spend a lot of the night yesterday cleaning my room, it was really messy she helped me hang up my clothes and clean up the garbage and vacuum the floor. My room looks a million percent better now. By the time we finished it was probably 1:30am. She did some laundry and cleaned up some other places as well. We wanted to get everything cleaned up before she and my dad would leave tonight.  I didn't get to bed until at least around 2:40am yesterday night. I had to wake up at 7am to get ready for church, so I didn't get much sleep. I felt kinda bad today, I was tired, and I had cramps, and I was kind of in a bad mood a little bit.  The morning was slow, I ended up not getting a ride to my church because I was a little behind and didn't get ready in time. I went to my other church though, over here by my house.

  After church I was very tired, I actually left a little early because I felt weird. I went home and slept like I was in a coma, I was really tired. I felt a million times better when I woke up. We had chef salad for dinner and ice cream for Dessert. I went ahead and broke my diet once again because my parents are leaving for the week. the salad was amazing (I actually took a picture I'll put it up later).  I finished the 2nd season of Digimon again, I felt like watching it again, it's been a while and this was the Japanese version I like it a LOT more than the English dubbed version.  That is pretty much what I have done today.

  EDIT: Okaaay here is the picture!

  

  My mom and I went shopping on Friday, we just went to this thrift store called "Savers". I am usually surprised by what I can find there sometimes. I found my favorite shirt there, it was a really lucky find. We were there for about an hour or so. I was mainly looking for some new skirts, I got tired of wearing the same one every week. I managed to find a black one and a khacky one, both of them are really cute. My mom was nearly late to work, it was a close call because we stayed longer than we meant to. I had a lot of fun though. Going shopping is nice. 

  I've been kind of tight on money, my Doctor's appointment I had a few weeks back, and my Dentist appointment I had a few weeks back as well cost a couple hundred dollars together, I was trying to save too so it kind of sucks ha ha.

  Anyway, that is all I can think of right now at this moment. if I forgot anything and I remember later I will update.

  • 11:50 PM
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