May 26, 2011

• It's late

  Late night entry because I don't feel like sleeping, or rather my mind is too busy to let me sleep.

  It's around 2:30am right now, sorry I did not get around to posting earlier, I got kind of occupied with playing Angry Birds.

  In my church we have this service for the poor, it's called the Bishop's Storehouse. Basically people do an order for food or clothes, baby stuff, etc. They give the stuff completely free, it's rather nice. Some of the stuff isn't really top quality (mostly just the bread, and the potatoes are kind of small). My family has been having financial problems so sometimes we don't have enough money to buy groceries sometimes. We go to the Bishop's Storehouse when we need food sometimes, we did that yesterday afternoon. I buy the bread, potatoes and some other little things with my money, but everything else we get there. We went today and picked up a whole bunch of food. We picked up can's of soup, fruit, cereal, milk, and a whole lot more. We actually had to get 2 carts because we couldn't fit all of the food in one kart. I was really surprised by just how much food we got, it had been a while since I had been to the Bishop's Storehouse. I was feeling a bit queasy when we were there but it passed pretty quickly.  I was also feeling tired when we were walking around getting our food, I wasn't all there I guess you could say, I was daydreaming as well kind of.

  It was a very nice day yesterday, perfect weather in my opinion. Not to hot and not to cold, it was just simply perfect. I was glad to get outside after we were done, the storehouse was really busy and kind of camped.

  I unloaded the groceries with my sister and dad when we got home and then played games on my iPhone for a while, then took a nap. You'd be surprised just how much a little social interaction like that can drain me.

  Destiny Online gave me a bit of grief today. I have people constantly asking me for things in the game all the time. I got tired of it earlier and bought some game currency and just decided to pay some people some stuff I owed a little early, some game items and stuff to get them off my back. I was going to wait 5 or 6 days but it was really getting on my nerves. Not to my surprise someone blabbed it out that i was giving out free game gold and people started messaging me right and left, it just about drove me insane. I had people asking me for the craziest things. I like giving people stuff in the game but tonight was just too much. I feel like people were extra demanding this time and that was really annoying. Now I know how the other gold buyers feel.

  I have my own guild in the game, and a lot of friends, if it weren't for this I would probably quit. The game itself isn't really that spectacular and honestly I'm starting to feel again like I should just leave everything behind because of the way it's making me feel. I think I have bitten off more than I can chew in game. If I do decide to quit, it will be most likely soon.  I will have a lot o stuff to work out if I quit though. I just needed to talk about this because it was really getting on my nerves. I know that quitting would probably be the best decision, but it's harder than you might think for me. I don't make friends that easy, and I have a lot of friends on Destiny Online which really says something. I will probably end up quitting anyway though. I feel like I'm growing up a little more and it's getting weird just staying on a kind of pointless game like that that I really hate. I only stay for the people, I absolutely hate the game and the staff. I'm starting to thin it's not very healthy for me to play it.

  Anyway, these are my late night thoughts. I should probably get some Zz's now.

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